Limbo

So I'm not really sure that I have a purpose right now.

I know that I am helping to support myself and my husband during his schooling.  There are a little more than two years left in this Cincinnati-adventure. I have a job that does not make me crazy, but it doesn't fulfill me like I'd like it to.  I enjoy the people I work with.

We are making ends meet financially (Kenneth is full time at CCM with a church choir directing gig on the side).  But not with any room for what our life used to include.  I am used to having my own money, eating out when I want, shopping for clothes when I need to, etc.  It seems kind of silly to complain about those luxuries, but I'm used to them.


I don't really know anyone in town, other than the people I work with and Kenneth's fellow students (who are a little too into themselves/college to be friends with me.)  We're trying to fix that by hanging out with a couple here and there. Friday we went out to an Indian place "New Krishna" on Lebanon.  It was REALLY good food and excellent company. I hope they want to hang again soon. :)

So back to the whole goal in life thing.. I've become kind of sedentary. I go to work for sometimes 11 hour days and sit at a desk, staring into a computer screen.  I come home and sit around, and eventually stare at a computer screen some more. Don't get me wrong, I like WOW and all.  But it's become kind of a focus and I don't like that. Sooooooooo....... I want to join a gym.

I don't hate how I look and I think I'm pretty. But I could be prettier! And healthier! It's only going to get harder to lose weight down the road, so why not now? I have the spare time, and I think I can con my mom into getting the membership for me as my birthday present! (We couldn't afford it otherwise) So.. as for a goal. I want it to be specific and measurable. Not sure what it will be yet.  I don't like the idea of weighing in and letting the world know how I'm doing - but that is definitely measurable.

We'll see.

UPDATE on Charlie Sheen's #Tigerblood Internship process: I got an email notifying me that they received my round 2 application. #Winning